The feeling of holding a camera.

You are my sickness and nurse; without you there would not be any me
You are like a good weather forecast

When I feel dead your are like a straight shot to the vein; wake up call!
When I feel happy you lift me higher up; you capture my happiness on tape

Where every you go, I go naturally. Beneath the asphalt, even deeper down I'd be after you, camera always be with me because my love for you is total and it is forever

I feel like a machine, designed to think of you. That is what I am, was and always will be
There's no logical way to build my life without you

You got something I can't resist! I believe that you make my fantasy world come to life. Anything you give it's beautiful and I love you for that, thank you

Yours truly,

Nik

The feeling of editing.

It's like recieving a kiss from the one you have been in love with for months; You melt if the result is tasty
It's like meeting a friend you haven't met for decades; You are excited and happy

It's like getting high; You want to fly so high up in the sky
It's like music pumping in your ears and you see pictures

It's like a feeling of craziness; but it's okay
It's like listening to that number one pop song Just Dance; want to repeat it all over again

It's like getting up in your mind and taking out those pictures you have and give them life
It's like editing up you're career; the result matter

It's like falling in love and having butterflies in your stomach
It's like getting cold water over you in the desert

It's like sitting all alone in the dark listening to your favorit song and smoking some cigarettes
It's like that feeling of fans writing kind words; you cry of happiness and getting high of gratefulness

It's like having sex with that hot person you have been looking at across the bar for a while now; Yes!
It's like partying and having a good time with your friend; you want to stay there for ever.


When I edit film I get a special feeling and I thank the universe for giving me that.

I AM HAPPY!

Great Trips!

1 GOAL! THIS TIME FOR AFRICA!

I love my trips, thank you destiny!

I really love film no matter what kind, where, when or how; just give me a camera or film me!

Some trips that I watched today! More there is!

I'm so grateful!

I must say that I am so grateful for what I have accomplished in life. See, my trip in life has only been 17 years, but it has been a hell of a trip. Stops from A - Z, 1 - 100, birth - death. But I'm alive now thank God!

Friends and fans J'adore you all! Thank you for being so kind and loving, I would do anything for you guys! I especially want to thank two of my best friends Alexi Carpentieri and Tina Asgharian for being by my side through all of my periods and moods in my life, thank you so much!

A woman that has worked so hard and accomplished more than she knows, I believe; Anna Hoppers the founder of an organisation Against involuntary Drugging (Drink spiking), thank you for being in my life. Hoppers!

Nadja Wadi, Girl you left me speechless love you no matter what honey!

And thanks to Amen and Larven that just popped up in my life and blew me of with kindness! Amazing!

7th of May was an extraordinary day in my life too, I met my monster family! You guys, you're just too sweet! I also thank Lady GaGa who I admire a lot for that day! <3

I also want to thank the teachers in my life that has and are supporting my choices with my carrier, it means so much to me and I love you guys so much, thank you.

Thank you my Alejandro.

People that has touched my heart so much, that have made me cry happy tears almost every day. Writing, singing songs, making videos for me. I gave up on love, but when I see you guys <3 I love you little monster, thank you so much for the support with my projects and everything, I really hope that one day I will prove to you how much you monsters really mean to me. I want you to really believe in yourselves and always follow your dreams, cause everything is possible!

Yours truly, Nikeisha Andersson

My head keep spinning, can't stop having these visions.

In human intercourse the tragedy begins, not when there is misunderstanding about words, but when silence is not understood (I will call him philosopher; Henry David Thoreau). See I believe that you get your answers in life in the deepest silence and in the dark all by yourself, however sometimes you come to a point when people around you speaks your silence and you do it with them too, but when you meet the silence you are quiet.

See, my head keeps spinning cause I can't stop having these visions about all sorts of things, I guess Johann Georg was right; Not only the entire ability to think rests on language... but language is also the crux of the misunderstanding of reason with itself.

"We are infected by our own misunderstanding of how our own minds work." - Kevin Kelly

It's scary how a song can "describe" your mood :-|

The whole week I have been listening to songs, and I swear every song describe me in some way; sometimes it's scary!

I'm so grateful for yesterday, thank you my friend! Anyways, this song describe how I felt/what happened to me when I was on my way home yesterday. I was in the center of the circus! I had a little bit too much and people came up to me and asked "oh you met GaGa right?".


Next song for Sunday, I swear it's so scary!


Hmm.. Song of today?

P.S Finally I met one of my favorite designers yesterday, think Nik might do a "political" art film!

I wanna spread it all over the world.

When I was little I only wanted to become a star. Be in movies, having groupies and all of that. I also wanted to do movies, I decorated my room like a scene, having dolls as props and reading up their monolouges. What I also fantasized about the future, I imagined it and structured it just like I wanted it to be. I lived in my own Nikeisha bubble; seeing stars everywhere. Now, somethings have changed, but I still do almost everything above, however one thing that has changed; It's not just about me anymore. It's about encouraging and motivating people that dreams can come true, you just have to convert them to goals I believe... Oh and one of my biggest wishes, is for everybody to love each other.

Photo shoot with Felicia Margineanu!

A woman that has the same way of thinking as myself, who followed her dream and is now reaching her goal: FELICIA MARGINEANU!

Against involuntary Drugging!

A nonprofit organisation that supports people who have been a victim of drink spiking or any kind of involuntary drugging. I support them!http://www.modsverige.se/

Yesterday's trip!

The trip of the Monster Ball Tour

Some GaGa monsters on the concert

 And then Semi Precious Weapons!

And Then Nik = Speechless :) 

Well I didn't expect this, first page msn.

http://video.se.msn.com/watch/video/har-bjuder-gaga-in-fansen/6faopv5o

7/5 GaGa Concert with Monsters!

A memorable trip was the 7th of May. Me, Mirri, Mimmi and Marcello on GaGa's concert in Sweden.

It was so incredeble to see all the monsters all dressed up, having wigs and GaGa make-up on. Creative monsters! J'adore, it was so beautiful, it was a blessing to be there.

Yes we were there in the morning!

Nik and Marcello (GaGa italian accent)

Monster M & M <3

Let the show begin...

My trip was good today. I met a very kind person today, again.

One person I really want to work with. An artist that has proven everything possible. A person that is one of the most sweetest persons I've every met; Thank you GaGa, I'm your monster!

ANOTHER TRIP FOR NIK!

Here is Salif The First Black Viking's street music video!