I started this blog due to the ignorance that sometimes infect individuals and make them blind while they try to see and follow their dream. I started this blog due to of some negativity that can sometimes shadow one another's dreams and I want to change that. I want YOU guys to follow my trip of making a movie with the artist Lady GaGa. I want YOU guys to be my support when I follow my dream of proving to you guys, that you can also do it! Everything is possible and I will prove it to you so pack your bags! Cause we are going on a trip!
My friend Felicia Margineanu (photographer) started a facebook event concerning Shakira's waka waka "challange" to get as many people in sweden to do the Waka Waka dance in town "sergelstorg, stockholm" the 20th of June for the children in Africa. So me and her went out and filmed some people for a waka waka clip and we sat down and I (filmmaker) edited it the same day with her... After one week we had over 2000 views! One of the views were from Sony Music who now contacted us concerning Felicia's event! They want to sponsor us and help us push this event and they will also give us 50 exlusive cds to give away etc. Thanks alot sony music! Much love!
Hope to see some of you there! Here is the video, also check out my channel Nikproductionz!
You are my sickness and nurse; without you there would not be any me
You are like a good weather forecast
When I feel dead your are like a straight shot to the vein; wake up call!
When I feel happy you lift me higher up; you capture my happiness on tape
Where every you go, I go naturally. Beneath the asphalt, even deeper down I'd be after you, camera always be with me because my love for you is total and it is forever
I feel like a machine, designed to think of you. That is what I am, was and always will be
There's no logical way to build my life without you
You got something I can't resist! I believe that you make my fantasy world come to life. Anything you give it's beautiful and I love you for that, thank you
It's like recieving a kiss from the one you have been in love with for months; You melt if the result is tasty
It's like meeting a friend you haven't met for decades; You are excited and happy
It's like getting high; You want to fly so high up in the sky
It's like music pumping in your ears and you see pictures
It's like a feeling of craziness; but it's okay
It's like listening to that number one pop song Just Dance; want to repeat it all over again
It's like getting up in your mind and taking out those pictures you have and give them life
It's like editing up you're career; the result matter
It's like falling in love and having butterflies in your stomach
It's like getting cold water over you in the desert
It's like sitting all alone in the dark listening to your favorit song and smoking some cigarettes
It's like that feeling of fans writing kind words; you cry of happiness and getting high of gratefulness
It's like having sex with that hot person you have been looking at across the bar for a while now; Yes!
It's like partying and having a good time with your friend; you want to stay there for ever.
When I edit film I get a special feeling and I thank the universe for giving me that.
I must say that I am so grateful for what I have accomplished in life. See, my trip in life has only been 17 years, but it has been a hell of a trip. Stops from A - Z, 1 - 100, birth - death. But I'm alive now thank God!
Friends and fans J'adore you all! Thank you for being so kind and loving, I would do anything for you guys! I especially want to thank two of my best friends Alexi Carpentieri and Tina Asgharian for being by my side through all of my periods and moods in my life, thank you so much!
A woman that has worked so hard and accomplished more than she knows, I believe; Anna Hoppers the founder of an organisation Against involuntary Drugging (Drink spiking), thank you for being in my life. Hoppers!
Nadja Wadi, Girl you left me speechless love you no matter what honey!
And thanks to Amen and Larven that just popped up in my life and blew me of with kindness! Amazing!
7th of May was an extraordinary day in my life too, I met my monster family! You guys, you're just too sweet! I also thank Lady GaGa who I admire a lot for that day! <3
I also want to thank the teachers in my life that has and are supporting my choices with my carrier, it means so much to me and I love you guys so much, thank you.
Thank you my Alejandro.
People that has touched my heart so much, that have made me cry happy tears almost every day. Writing, singing songs, making videos for me. I gave up on love, but when I see you guys <3 I love you little monster, thank you so much for the support with my projects and everything, I really hope that one day I will prove to you how much you monsters really mean to me. I want you to really believe in yourselves and always follow your dreams, cause everything is possible!
In human intercourse the tragedy begins, not when there is misunderstanding about words, but when silence is not understood (I will call him philosopher; Henry David Thoreau). See I believe that you get your answers in life in the deepest silence and in the dark all by yourself, however sometimes you come to a point when people around you speaks your silence and you do it with them too, but when you meet the silence you are quiet.
See, my head keeps spinning cause I can't stop having these visions about all sorts of things, I guess Johann Georg was right; Not only the entire ability to think rests on language... but language is also the crux of the misunderstanding of reason with itself.
"We are infected by our own misunderstanding of how our own minds work." - Kevin Kelly
The whole week I have been listening to songs, and I swear every song describe me in some way; sometimes it's scary!
I'm so grateful for yesterday, thank you my friend! Anyways, this song describe how I felt/what happened to me when I was on my way home yesterday. I was in the center of the circus! I had a little bit too much and people came up to me and asked "oh you met GaGa right?".
Next song for Sunday, I swear it's so scary!
Hmm.. Song of today?
P.S Finally I met one of my favorite designers yesterday, think Nik might do a "political" art film!
When I was little I only wanted to become a star. Be in movies, having groupies and all of that. I also wanted to do movies, I decorated my room like a scene, having dolls as props and reading up their monolouges. What I also fantasized about the future, I imagined it and structured it just like I wanted it to be. I lived in my own Nikeisha bubble; seeing stars everywhere. Now, somethings have changed, but I still do almost everything above, however one thing that has changed; It's not just about me anymore. It's about encouraging and motivating people that dreams can come true, you just have to convert them to goals I believe... Oh and one of my biggest wishes, is for everybody to love each other.
A nonprofit organisation that supports people who have been a victim of drink spiking or any kind of involuntary drugging. I support them!http://www.modsverige.se/
A memorable trip was the 7th of May. Me, Mirri, Mimmi and Marcello on GaGa's concert in Sweden.
It was so incredeble to see all the monsters all dressed up, having wigs and GaGa make-up on. Creative monsters! J'adore, it was so beautiful, it was a blessing to be there.
One person I really want to work with. An artist that has proven everything possible. A person that is one of the most sweetest persons I've every met; Thank you GaGa, I'm your monster!
It is now 9 days left until the icon figure LADY GAGA stands on swedish land performing in GLOBEN and I am so excited to see how she is going to perform, what kinda of fashion and art installations that is going to be on stage and in the performance.
Her performance at berns cirka two years (2008) ago was great, it was like an underground party with an artist that has so much passion for what she does and inspires people to just be themselves and rock!
2009, Sweden gröna lund. That concert just made me speechless. It was one of the best performances I have ever seen, swedish audience record you name it, GaGa did it!
2010, it's 9 days left until her swedish concert and I'm going with a friend of mine and her friends too (check her blog it's awesome! http://blog.mtv.se/mirre/). Anyways, so happy that I got the ticket, that I'm going to stand in the audience having 100 of monsters' sweat on my body and just listen to some great pop music :) Thanks god and the gays!
Nik, Nikki, Nikey, Nikky, Nikeisha or who ever you are, can I get up in your mind?
I say to people F*ck the HOW, make love to the DO and don't ask WHY? But the funny part is that, I ask myself at least two times a day "Nik, how come your so happy when people sometimes screw you?" My answer to that is; Well there are people in this world that could go so low only to hurt someone, it actually happen to me a couple of days ago. However, I feel blessed to have that, cause then I now I'm better.
"DO" no comment, except; the only thing I don't do is to make someone sad.
Why? Oh yes, I ask myself that atleeeast ten times a day "Why are you so different Nik? Why can't you be normal like everybody else, Nikki?" My answer to that; Well how would you feel if everybody looked just like you? Well that would be pretty damn scary. Hey, Nik, tell me the definition of normal and I will give you the answer.
Sometime people ask me who I am. Well, the only thing people don't know about me is that I have a small secret crush/lust for a specific person and I'm to ashamed to tell (I prefere kiss and not telling). Otherwise, Nik, Nikki, Nikey or Nikeisha or whatever you wanna call me, If you wanna know her just look at the surface of the pictures, films and me and there I am, nothing behind it.
My trips this week has been amazing, so blessed, thank you God and the Gays!
It all started out the second day of this week when a was the unit manager for "Queer Quetching Quickie" by my <3 Alexi Carpentieri .
The sky might fall but I don't believe that we have to worry, cause we know how to fly right?
This week for Nik is going to be amaaazing! I ain't gonna sleep cause my mind is running in a study and film phase.Deadline the 18th of april; Crossfire - "Lady" Behind the scenes video finish editing then export, Salif the first black viking- "Make it" music video finish editing, hopefully edit the trailer for me and algot's shortfilm "Queen of Spades" however it looks like that ain't gonna happen within 13 days, I am also rewriting and translating a long swedish movie script, 63 pages! But still, I really loveit!
I know that doing this movie can encourage young and older people to believe in themselves, I am just a young swedish filmmaker that wants to do a movie with Lady GaGa. With this I want to prove possible, I want people to see my trip to this, I want YOU guys to BELIEVE that everything is possible and never give up! So let's take a trip and hopefully GaGa says "Yes".
My Name is Nikeisha Andersson and I am 17 years old and I have a dream. I dream to prove to a world that everything is possible as long as you follow your dream! I only created this blog in the purpose of trying to motivate people to follow their dreams and never give up on themselves. Also, to give you readers a chance to follow my trip to a dream I have. So read and start dreaming :)
